March 8, 2020

Since some of my readers  self-quarantined last week, here are the prayer of the day, scripture passages and sermon. Remember, you can bookmark this page of subscribe to the blog.

Prayer of the Day: O God, our leader and guide, in the waters of baptism you bring us to new birth to live as your children. Strengthen our faith in your promises, that by your Spirit we may lift up your life to all the world through your Son, Jesus Christ, our Savior and Lord, who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, now and forever. Amen. (ELW p. 27)

Genesis 12:1-4a: 1 Now the Lord said to Abram, “Go from your country and your kindred and your father’s house to the land that I will show you. 2 I will make of you a great nation, and I will bless you, and make your name great, so that you will be a blessing. 3 I will bless those who bless you, and the one who curses you I will curse; and in you all the families of the earth shall be blessed.” 4 So Abram went, as the Lord had told him; and Lot went with him.

Psalm 121: 1 I lift up my eyes to the hills— from where will my help come? 2 My help comes from the Lord, who made heaven and earth. 3 He will not let your foot be moved; he who keeps you will not slumber. 4 He who keeps Israel will neither slumber nor sleep. 5 The Lord is your keeper; the Lord is your shade at your right hand. 6 The sun shall not strike you by day, nor the moon by night. 7 The Lord will keep you from all evil; he will keep your life. 8 The Lord will keep your going out and your coming in from this time on and forevermore.

Romans 4:1-5, 13-17: 1 What then are we to say was gained by Abraham, our ancestor according to the flesh? 2 For if Abraham was justified by works, he has something to boast about, but not before God. 3 For what does the scripture say? “Abraham believed God, and it was reckoned to him as righteousness.” 4 Now to one who works, wages are not reckoned as a gift but as something due. 5 But to one who without works trusts him who justifies the ungodly, such faith is reckoned as righteousness.

13 For the promise that he would inherit the world did not come to Abraham or to his descendants through the law but through the righteousness of faith. 14 If it is the adherents of the law who are to be the heirs, faith is null and the promise is void. 15 For the law brings wrath; but where there is no law, neither is there violation. 16 For this reason it depends on faith, in order that the promise may rest on grace and be guaranteed to all his descendants, not only to the adherents of the law but also to those who share the faith of Abraham (for he is the father of all of us, 17 as it is written, “I have made you the father of many nations”)—in the presence of the God in whom he believed, who gives life to the dead and calls into existence the things that do not exist.

John 3:1-17: 1 Now there was a Pharisee named Nicodemus, a leader of the Jews. 2 He came to Jesus by night and said to him, “Rabbi, we know that you are a teacher who has come from God; for no one can do these signs that you do apart from the presence of God.” 3 Jesus answered him, “Very truly, I tell you, no one can see the kingdom of God without being born from above.” 4 Nicodemus said to him, “How can anyone be born after having grown old? Can one enter a second time into the mother’s womb and be born?” 5 Jesus answered, “Very truly, I tell you, no one can enter the kingdom of God without being born of water and Spirit. 6 What is born of the flesh is flesh, and what is born of the Spirit is spirit. 7 Do not be astonished that I said to you, “You must be born from above.’ 8 The wind blows where it chooses, and you hear the sound of it, but you do not know where it comes from or where it goes. So it is with everyone who is born of the Spirit.” 9 Nicodemus said to him, “How can these things be?” 10 Jesus answered him, “Are you a teacher of Israel, and yet you do not understand these things? 11 “Very truly, I tell you, we speak of what we know and testify to what we have seen; yet you do not receive our testimony. 12 If I have told you about earthly things and you do not believe, how can you believe if I tell you about heavenly things? 13 No one has ascended into heaven except the one who descended from heaven, the Son of Man. 14 And just as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, so must the Son of Man be lifted up, 15 that whoever believes in him may have eternal life. 16 “For God so loved the world that he gave his only Son, so that everyone who believes in him may not perish but may have eternal life. 17 “Indeed, God did not send the Son into the world to condemn the world, but in order that the world might be saved through him.

Meggan Manlove

TLC – March 1, 2020

There are things I absolutely love about this morning’s gospel passage, and I promise I will get to them. But I think we first have to contend with how harmful this story of Nicodemus and Jesus nighttime conversation has been to so many. This is the passage of scripture, after all, where we get the phrase Born Again. I have rarely been able to satisfy people who have asked me if I have been born again. Pastor Monty, of the Christian Faith Center down the street, has an online profile that includes, “Pastor Monty was radically born again out of the drug culture as a young adult.” In other words, he has a moment in his life that he can point to and say, that’s when it happened. What’s more, he has a drug addiction recovery story.

My story is utterly boring. My parents took me to the Baptismal Fount in Roseville, Minnesota when I was two months old. They read the scriptures to me at home, took me to worship and Sunday School, taught me how to pray. They encouraged my questions and inquiry. Along the way, I had some mountaintop experiences, moments when I felt particularly close to God and to the Body of Christ, the church, but I never had a born-again moment.

The problem with born-again moments is not the experiences people had. I never want to discount that people have experiences like the one the Apostle Paul had on the Damascus Road or the one Pastor Monty had, or the one Kayne West had in the Holy Land. The problem is when their experiences are the measure of authentic faith. The problem is when the born-again moment, or lack of, becomes one more reason to say that some people are in and other are out.

Nothing about Jesus’ ministry indicates that he wanted to build up the Body of Christ simply so that human beings will break it apart. This is the same Messiah, the same Christ, who next week will break several rules for the sake of relationship when he talks with a Samaritan woman at the well. The following week he will heal a man born blind, restoring him to community. On the fifth Sunday in Lent he will raise a man from the dead. This is a Messiah whose agenda is restoration, transformation, and abundant life for all of creation. It is not an agenda of shame or division or cutting people or entire communities down.

It does little good and can actually lead to a great deal of harm, to compare stories of how precisely we experience new life in Jesus Christ. Jesus also is pretty explicit that the wind blows where it will. People who try to dictate the activity of the Holy Spirit are asking for trouble.  That we do receive abundant life through Jesus is the point, not the how it happens for each individual. What is certain is that Jesus offer to be born anew or born from above is for everyone and it is pure gift.

The other problem with this story of Jesus and his night visitor is the beloved John 3:16. Of course this verse, in itself, is very good news. How could it not be? “For God so loved the world that he gave his only Son, so that everyone who believes in him many not perish but may have eternal life.” Well, what happens, as it sometimes does, when someone confesses their belief or trust in Jesus but does not live their life as if it has made a bit of difference?

John 3:16 read in isolation may lead us to believe that. But fortunately, there are some antidotes. The first being the very next verse, “Indeed, God did not send the Son into the world to condemn the world, but in order that the world might be saved through him.” God is not just after the one person who will confess Jesus is Lord, good step as that might be. God wants to heal the whole world. That means we cannot just all stand around confessing Jesus is Lord. People will still be hungry, homeless, hurting, in physical and emotional pain, and isolated.

This week I found it helpful to bring in another part of Jesus’ ministry—one of his “I am” statements. He has a number of “I ams,” but the one I kept thinking about this week was “I am the vine” because in that lesson, Jesus is adamant about bearing fruit. He tells his followers, “I am the vine, you are the branches. Those who abide in me and I in them bear much fruit, because apart from me you can do nothing.”

I am quite confident that fruit cannot just look like some intellectual set of beliefs, subscribing to a set of doctrine. Plus, anyone, including all of the First Graders we know, who has spent five minutes on a grade school playground knows that actions speak much louder than our words.

And so, in the end I would go so far as to say that Jesus, the Father, the Holy Spirit, the Triune God is active in the lives of all those people who seem to be bearing so much amazing fruit, but who may not consider themselves Christian. I would never presume to tell anyone that, not unless I had a very deep relationship with them, and they seemed curious about my faith.

Nonetheless, the wind blows where it will. If they want to be Buddhist, Muslim, Jewish, Hindu, Agnostic, or Spiritual but not Religious, but they are partnering in including the marginalized, caring for the disenfranchised, transforming systems that make the rich richer and the poor poorer, then so be it. Let us give thanks for the good fruit.

What all of the fruit-bearing people in my life, whether they are Christians or not, show me is that this business of being born again or born from above is a daily practice. In many ways our understanding of remembering our baptismal identity daily is mirrored by people who are going through addiction recovery. People in Alcoholics for Anonymous never quit introducing themselves as alcoholics. They are never cured. Their introduction at each meeting is the same.” My name is …. And I am an alcoholic. And every time they are triggered, they work the twelve steps.” What’s more, they know that they cannot do any of their recovery work in isolation.

Likewise, each day we remember our identity as a child of God. We will encounter adversity, evil, temptation. We will, as the old confession states, sin against God and one another. We will hurt individuals in our lives and we will participate in cultures and communities that hurt people, some of which we are aware of and some of which we have to be made aware of. But sometimes we get it right, sometimes human beings do bear fruit in acts of kindness or advocacy or solidarity with the downtrodden. And in the midst of all of it, our brokenness and our fruit-bearing moments, we remain God’s beloved children.

A colleague of mine wrote this week, “as the Lenten season continues, we are reminded that to be born anew we first must die. Die to our ego, our control, our false self, but putting our trust in God alone.” My Lenten devotional this year is Luke Powery’s “Lenten Reflections on the Spirituals.”  This week, I read, “When we are lonely and lost and disconnected from family or all this familiar, what do we do? The spiritual writer points us in a good direction. ‘I get down on my knees an’ pray.’ In other words, I turn to God. I turn to God because God is our eternal home, our mother and father. If we try other approaches, they may not be the best for us…When we are lost, we can only be found by God and in God.”

I talked a lot this morning about things I struggle with in this scripture passage. I want to end with what I really love, and that is the role of the Holy Spirit. Jesus was speaking and this particular gospel writing was writing thousands of years ago. I doubt they had any idea how desperately our 21stcentury ears would hunger for all that is unknown and not spelled out in Jesus’ encounter with Nicodemus. Words Jesus speaks have double or triple meanings. Jesus speaks of being born from above, but he never gives the “here’s how” manual. And there is no glossary for terms like “eternal life” or “belief.” And what exactly does it mean to be born of the Spirit?

We may laugh at Nicodemus, who is trying to imagine crawling back into a womb and seems to misunderstand Jesus at every turn of phrase, but there are times I am right there with him, and I grew up after the Enlightenment was long past. I have been trained to find all the answers.

But not everything about faith can be pinned down, and that is okay, it might in fact be a good thing. One of my favorite authors is Houston Smith, a Christian who could be credited with introducing the West to Eastern Religions. His memoir is called: Tales of Wonder: Adventures Chasing the Divine. I am thankful for the way today’s story makes room for some wonder. Somehow it allows me to trust that the Holy Spirit is as active today as it was that night so long ago. “The wind blows where it chooses and you hear the sound of it, but you do not know where it comes from or where it goes.” Wow!

 

 

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Worship Cancelled/What’s Next

Dear Friends in Christ,

I have been reading the CDC website daily, along with the Idaho Department of Health and Welfare website. I have consulted with our executive committee. I do not know if there is a perfect decision. As was cited in a previous email, the CDC states that “Older adults and people who have severe underlying chronic medical conditions like heart or lung disease or diabetes seem to be at higher risk for developing more serious complications from COVID-19 illness.” The CDC site also states that when the risk is minimal to moderate (and we now have a confirmed case in Idaho) “for organizations that serve high-risk populations, cancel gatherings of more than 10 people.” We are cancelling worship and midweek prayer through March 29.
So, if you need tips on Personal Preparedness (which will limit the spread of COVID-19), here they are (again from the CDC):
  • Washing hands with soap and water, frequently
  • Don’t touch your face (mouth, nose, eyes)
  • Covering coughs and sneezes with tissues and elbows, and washing hands afterwards
  • Staying away from others who are ill
  • Ordering a month’s supply of medications
  • Avoid spaces where crowds gather, when possible
  • Talk to your doctor about possibly postponing non-urgent trips to the doctor if you are in a high risk health group
(I could find nothing on the CDC site about stocking up on toilet paper, but this is all new so I am trying not to judge)
Our plan as a community of faith:
  • Post the Prayer of the Day, Scripture Passages, Pastor’s Sermon on Pastor Meggan’s blog: megganmanlove.com. Please subscribe to this blog or bookmark it.
  • Try streaming worship on Facebook live via our congregation’s Facebook page (10am Sunday mornings).
  • If you are on a committee or team or part of a study group, please get ready to meet electronically via Zoom (you can call in with your phone or use your computer if you have a webcam).
  • Deposit financial donations every Monday morning. We will still have bills to pay.
  • Communicate with all of you via email. If you check your email weekly, we would love for you to begin checking it daily.
  • Keep the office open. For now, office hours will stay the same.
  • We will stay connected! I am fully committed to this. I am your primary contact (208-318-4845). If you do not reach me, please contact a church council member. They are listed on our website: nampatrinity.org. If you need a new directory, call or email Bob Cola and he will set you up.
This is one of the hardest messages I think I have ever written. It is easier to cancel worship when there is a blizzard. There were tears streaming down my face as I started typing because I was so excited about out Lent Sunday Worship and our Midweek Series. Furthermore, this could be the wrong decision, and I hate being wrong. But I also love our congregation and the individuals that make it up. This decision was not made in a vacuum, as I hope to have demonstrated.
If you want more information:
ID Health and Welfare https://healthandwelfare.idaho.gov
Northwest Intermountain Synod https://nwimsynod.org
Peace,
Pastor Meggan
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Sermon for Ash Wednesday/Lent

This sermon was originally prepared for Ash Wednesday 2020. I adapted it to preach tonight at the Nampa Ministerial Association’s Ecumenical Lent Service. The service was cancelled because the LDS have cancelled all services and meetings due to concern over COVID-19.

Joel 2:1-2, 12-17

1 Blow the trumpet in Zion; sound the alarm on my holy mountain! Let all the inhabitants of the land tremble, for the day of the Lord is coming, it is near— 2 a day of darkness and gloom, a day of clouds and thick darkness! Like blackness spread upon the mountains a great and powerful army comes; their like has never been from of old, nor will be again after them in ages to come.

12 Yet even now, says the Lord, return to me with all your heart, with fasting, with weeping, and with mourning; 13 rend your hearts and not your clothing. Return to the Lord, your God, for he is gracious and merciful, slow to anger, and abounding in steadfast love, and relents from punishing. 14 Who knows whether he will not turn and relent, and leave a blessing behind him, a grain offering and a drink offering for the Lord, your God? 15 Blow the trumpet in Zion; sanctify a fast; call a solemn assembly; 16 gather the people. Sanctify the congregation; assemble the aged; gather the children, even infants at the breast. Let the bridegroom leave his room, and the bride her canopy. 17 Between the vestibule and the altar let the priests, the ministers of the Lord, weep. Let them say, “Spare your people, O Lord, and do not make your heritage a mockery, a byword among the nations. Why should it be said among the peoples, “Where is their God?’ ”

Today’s scripture lesson comes from one of the shortest books of the Bible. Taken from the second of its three chapters, the prophet Joel speaks of the blessing that is possible for Israel, if only they would repent. Considering the blessings that come with repentance, we might think that the people would eagerly, without hesitation, run to God’s open invitation for penitence. Despite its potential for blessing, the Israelites of old resist repentance with every ounce of their being.

Why? Why are people so reluctant to repent when they know that blessings are waiting? Well, repentance necessitates recognition and admission of guilt, of having done wrong, of being sorry for the hurt one caused another. Individually or collectively, people would rather live in denial than have a contrite spirit, admit they are mistaken, and say “I’m sorry. I was wrong. Please forgive me.”

Joel is among the biblical prophets who repeatedly, to no avail, encouraged Israel to turn to God and leave its faults and failures, its sins, behind. We are not confident about the context that this particular prophet lived during. What we can be sure of is that he writes to warn Israel that communal sin has consequences.

I think this year I was drawn to the communal aspect of Joel’s words because I have been immersed in author Timothy Egan’s most recent work. Idaho residents might be most familiar with his book The Big Burn about the Wallace, Idaho forest fire.

But in A Pilgrimage to Eternity, Egan embarks on a thousand-mile pilgrimage through the theological cradle of Christianity. He sets out in Canterbury on the Via Francigena, once the major medieval trail leading the devout to Rome, hiking through England, France, Switzerland and finally Italy.

What struck me in the book is the retelling of systemic sins in the name of Christianity. Egan has reminded me of them all: Christians killing non-Christians in the name of religion, Christians killing Christians in the name of religion, slavery, colonization, the destruction of indigenous cultures, upholding patriarchy leading to the harm of countless women, anti-Semitism, and the abuse of hundreds by Catholic priests and the cover-up that followed.

These sins are not limited to the European continent, as Egan makes clear. Nor are they limited to centuries past. I will never forget the way my heart broke when I watched the news about the Unite the Right rally in Charlottesville in the summer of 2017. The participants claimed to follow the same Jesus we do. How is that possible and, more importantly, what is our responsibility and what can actually be done?

The Lutheran family I belong to has a long tradition of repenting for the collective sins of our ancestors. The Lutheran Church has made specific public apologies for Martin Luther’s anti-Semitism. More recently, in this country, we have apologized for being complacent in the doctrine of discovery, a belief system which displaced thousands of Native Americans across the United States.

There is justifiable criticism for apologies that are not followed by concrete actions, but when action follows, formal and public repentance can be a powerful step towards reconciliation with our neighbors and with God. It is always a good time to repentant, but I am thankful for a liturgical season that calls us to take the practice of repentance particularly seriously for a period of time.

So let us return to our scripture passage. Joel uses the image of an invading army of locusts to get the attention of a nation whose short-term perspective made it oblivious to the dangers that lay ahead. To get the full impact of this imagery, one needs to hear Joel’s words in Chapter 1:

“What the cutting locust left, the swarming locust has eaten. What the swarming locust left, the hopping locust has eaten, and what the hopping locust left, the destroying locust has eaten” (Joel 1:4).

The image is clear—all is lost and there is no hope for restoration. The situation is so hopeless that even the animals groan and cry out to God. The description of the “day of the Lord” is not what Israel expects or wants to hear. Founded by Abraham, to whom God promised blessing so he could be a blessing to others, Joel’s description of the “day of the Lord” would be impossible for Israel to imagine, let alone accept. This description of total loss was unfathomable.

In Chapter 2:12-17, Joel returns to the call to repentance issued earlier.  Unlike in Chapter 1, this time around the sense of hopelessness is replaced by a glimmer of hope in God, who is “gracious and merciful, slow to anger, and abounding in steadfast love” (2:13b). There is, however, a catch. Reprieve is a contingent blessing. It depends on how Israel responds to God’s call to return. Joel makes it plain that a change of heart and a commitment to follow God is the requirement for the reprieve. With a cry of desperation that one more appeal could make a difference, God pleads, “Yet even now, return to me with all your heart, with fasting, with weeping, and with mourning; rend your hearts and not your clothing.”

With a strong sense of urgency, Joel calls on Israel to, in the words of an old gospel song, Give God a Try. There’s no guarantee, but “Who knows whether God will not turn and relent and leave a blessing behind” (2:14a, b).

Joel calls for the entire community to gather, suckling infants, children, and aged alike, to fast, weep, and plead for God’s mercy. This appeal to God is accompanied by a reminder to God that Israel is God’s heritage. The reminder seems foolish since Israel has not followed God’s commandments and can only hope that God will respond with an undeserved kindness—a kindness based on God’s grace and character.

In this season of Lent, is not Israel’s plea our plea as well? Should we not also fast and cry out to God? Should we not recognize that any reprieve God gives is neither earned entitlement nor priceless privilege? Instead, God’s forgiveness is a manifestation of God’s grace, of God’s love and care for humanity.

I appreciate the way the passage from Joel ties to the rich symbol with which Lent begins–ashes. We place ashes on our forehead amidst a world that embraces glory.  In these times, frailty, remorse, repentance, sin and failure are almost universally unacknowledged, though everyone experiences or is aware of disillusionment or despair.  If despair and sin are acknowledged, then there is an assumption that there is a quick fix and that we are able to clean the mess up ourselves.  Is there a place for our ashes in our world today?

Ashes are a rich symbol rooted in ancient customs and practices.  Ashes suggest humiliation, repentance and our total dependence upon God for life.  Ashes are not glorious.  Ashes also suggest cleansing and renewal.  They were once used as a cleansing agent in the absence of soap.  Water both stifles and refreshes, drowns and makes alive; so, the ashes also tell of both death and renewal.

Life and renewal come from Jesus Christ.  The season of Lent was designed by our forebears to give us ample time to consider all that Christ did for us in his entire life of suffering, as that culminated in his death on the cross and his resurrection.  We cannot possibly appreciate the immense triumph of Easter if we don’t recognize what preceded it.

When we are reminded that we are finite, we cling to the word, to Jesus.  In a world that leaves no room for despair and weakness and death, we need Lent.  Lent and its fulfillment of God’s forgiveness are great gifts to us.  They are also great gifts the Church can offer the world around it.  My prayer this day is that throughout the season of Lent, we would be reminded of the immensity of Jesus’ love, evidenced in the Passion, and that we, with our repentant hearts, might share God’s grace with the world both near and far.

 

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Church/Worship/COVID-19

Members of Trinity Lutheran Church,
First, in response COVID-19, I want to encourage everyone who is part of an at-risk group to stay home from worship and meetings and other gatherings. The CDC website states, “Older adults and people who have severe underlying chronic medical conditions like heart or lung disease or diabetes seem to be at higher risk for developing more serious complications from COVID-19 illness. Please consult with your health care provider about additional steps you may be able to take to protect yourself.” One of those steps may be staying home from worship, where we are almost always within six feet of one another. We want you to take care of yourselves.
Going forward, the Prayer of the Day, Scripture Lessons, and my sermon can be found every Monday morning on my blog: www.megganmanlove.com
Our Church Council will meet after worship Sunday to create a plan for the next chapter of our life together, dealing with COVID-19.
Now I want to update you on changes being made in Trinity’s worship service:
  • Worshipers are encouraged to wash their hands before entering the sanctuary.
  • Ushers and Greeters will not shake hands. They will greet and direct with words only.
  • We will not Pass the Peace with physical touch. Be creative. Make the peace sign. Put your hand on your heart. Bow. Make eye-contact with your neighbor.
  • We will not pass the offering plates. They will be in the back of the sanctuary so you can drop off your offering on your way back from Holy Communion.
  • Everyone who serves Holy Communion will disinfect their hands right before serving.
  • I will give instructions for Holy Communion that will decrease physical touch and I will remind everyone that you participate fully in the sacrament even if you only take the bread or wine.
  • I will not shake hands as you depart the sanctuary.
Helpful links: CDC https://www.cdc.gov
Idaho Department of Health and Welfare https://healthandwelfare.idaho.gov
Peace,
Pastor Meggan
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Sunday School Teachers

Pastor’s Column for February Newsletter or Love Letter to our Sunday School Teachers

Dear Friends in Christ,
Sunday School curriculum may seem like a strange topic for a column as we enter the Season of Lent, but please bear with me. In the Early Church, Lent was the time when adults prepared for the sacrament of Holy Baptism, which took place at the Easter Vigil. It was an intense time of instruction and preparation for a life of Christian discipleship. Some 2,000 years later, some things are the same and some are different. We baptize both infants and adults in our tradition, that is a change. Instruction, now called faith formation by both publishing houses and academics, is still important and Lent, a time of repentance, a time of reorienting ourselves and gaining a new perspective, is a perfect time to emphasize instruction in following Jesus. That has not changed. We just paid one of the largest curriculum bills in my time as your pastor and I could not be more excited and thankful. Granted, $300 is nothing compared to the bill for either the new HVAC systems or the new roof, but it is a large portion of what we budgeted for the entire year for Christian Education. Here are the things I am specifically thankful for: kids who attend Sunday School and Worship, parents/grandparents/siblings/friends who bring kids to Sunday School and worship, Tammy Torrey–who wanted to explore Holy Baptism with the 1st-6th grade students during the Season of Lent, Amanda Hanson–who takes the Pre K and K kids out for instruction (during the sermon through the offering) and did the research on a curriculum that would fit her classroom even better, an entire congregation that loves and accepts kids and sees them as both the future and present of the church. My hope is that the kids and their teachers inspire all of us to make a little more time during the Season of Lent to learn and grow deeper in our faith.
Peace,
Pastor Meggan
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Anti-Academy Award Post

I already agreed to go to someone’s home for this year’s Academy Awards, so I cannot throw an Anti-Academy Party. So, I decided to write this post. I hope to keep the ranting at a minimum, but I make no promises. I am deeply disturbed, though not surprised, by the nominations for the 2020 Academy Awards.

Here are some questions and my musings:

How many films about Hollywood do we really need each year? Another movie-going friend said “one.” This year we had at least two: Once Upon a Time in Hollywood and Judy. I thought Renee Zellweger’s performance as Judy Garland, late in her career, was great, much better than her speech at the Golden Globes was. And I learned a great deal about Judy’s horrible childhood and teenage years, specifically the body-shaming she endured. I tried to watch Once Upon a Time on dvd, got bored, and turned it off.

How many woman directors should be nominated each year? The ones who have earned it! I cannot believe, oh yes I can, that Greta Gerwig was not nominated for directing Little Women. Personally, which is what I get to be in a blog, I also think Lulu Wang deserved a nomination for directing The Farewell, about a Chinese family who returns to the homeland to see a dying grandmother.

How could they shut out Just Mercy? This is a really, really important story and a pretty darn good adaptation of a very important piece of writing. I have admired Michael B. Jordan since he was in the last few seasons of Friday Night Lights. His day will come and he will earn an Oscar. But Jamie Foxx, who plays the wrongly convicted Walter McMillian, should have been nominated. Thank goodness the Screen Actors Guild recognized his work with a nomination. It looks like Brad Pitt will win the Oscar; see my notes about Once Upon A Time above. I would love if the presenter would say, “Actually Brad, this is for your performance as Billy Beane in ‘Moneyball.'” I wanted Pitt to win so badly back in 2012.

Are there nominations I’m happy about? Sure. Zellweger (see above), Jonathan Pryce (The Two Popes), Tom Hanks (A Beautiful Day in the Neighborhood), Cynthia Erivo (Harriet), Saorise Ronan (Little Women), Laura Dern (Marriage Story), all the nominations for Parasite, Ford V. Ferrari, the Irishman (though it was very long).

What is my criteria for a good film? I will admit that I really love an interesting relationship. Much as I loved the racing scenes in Ford V. Ferrari, it was Shelby and Mile’s relationship that really kept me engaged. I enjoyed the way Gerwig freshly interpreted the relationships in Little Women. I was intrigued by the dialogue between The Two Popes. I loved the relationship between McMillian and Stevenson in Just Mercy. All that said, I can enjoy a film that is pure entertainment. Knives Out should have been nominated for more than just original screenplay.

What makes the Academy love some music biopics and shut-out others? Beats the heck out of me. Bohemian Rhapsody won four of the five Oscars it was nominated for. Rocketman, an even better film in my humble opinion, has only one nomination. Weird.

What else should we see that has not been discussed yet? Jennifer Lopez stole every scene and broke my heart in Hustlers. I absolutely adored Wild Rose, a small film about a single mom from Glasgow, Scotland who wants to go to Nashville and become a country music star. The relationships explored in this film were interesting and sometimes just beautiful. I do not know if it was Oscar worthy, but I did enjoy, primarily because of the the mother-daughter relationship, Where’d You Go Bernadette.

Is this comprehensive? Absolutely not. I have not seen all of the films nominated, some because I ran out of time and some by choice. Other articles, podcasts, and award shows have named performances and films which I have also not seen but seem to be missing from the Oscar nominations list. These are just thoughts by a amateur film critic writing mostly for her friends and parishioners.

 

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Be Our Letters

Pastor Meggan’s Annual Report to Trinity Lutheran Church, Nampa, January 2020

When we reflect back on our life together as a Christian Community, two things will always stand out in 2019: Vicar Mia Crosthwaite’s Internship and my sabbatical, which you mirrored in various ways. I have asked Penelope Smith to write about the former and Tammy Torrey to write about the latter. Here, I would like to thank once again the Internship Committee members from Trinity (Penelope, Sarah Henthorn, and Steve VanAtter) and the Sabbatical Task Force (Tammy, Janet Metzger, and Steve VanAtter). The internship and sabbatical meant more expenditures and various grant resources to keep track of and so I also want to thank our Treasurer Lloyd Kellar and Accounts Payable Coordinator Peggy Miller. There work was exemplary. Finally, I want to thank the other council officers, who led you with faithfulness to God’s mission, with humor, and with love: President Andrew Hanson, Vice President Kim Mills, and Secretary Tami Robinson. We, as a community of Jesus’ disciples, were revitalized by Mia’s internship, the sabbatical, and by so many other serendipitous moments along the way.

“What comes next?” That’s the line King George’s character sings in his second appearance in the Broadway Musical Hamilton, after the Battle of Yorktown. “You’ve been freed. Do you know how hard it is to lead?” In fact, as followers of Jesus Christ, we do know what comes next. Confident that we are freed by Jesus’ love and mercy, we cannot but help share that love and mercy with others. The members of Trinity Lutheran Church have a long and beautiful history of sharing Jesus’ love and mercy with our actions and words. This might be the year to be even more intentional or deliberate about inviting people to see what all the fuss is about at the corner of Midland and Lone Star. What is it that drives this small, relative to other Nampa churches in town, congregation to continue to love our neighbors, to boldly give people a glimpse of the reign of God through the garden, affordable housing, Learning Peace: A Camp for Kids, gathering weekly around the Lord’s Supper, and staying committed to radical hospitality? For us, the scriptural principal of agape, which Jesus uses in Mark 12:31, continues to guide us: “Love your neighbor as yourself.” I never want that to change. But I do want us to be a little bolder, a little braver, a little more forward about this gift. Experiencing the agape of Jesus, how can we not want others to experience it? In a culture filled with options, filled with advertisements, filled with promises, we cannot assume people will find our community of faith. Furthermore, I cannot do all of the inviting on my own as pastor. Truth be told, I have failed as your pastor if I have not equipped you to invite friends and family and neighbors.

In 2 Corinthians, Paul mentions other apostles whom he calls “super-apostles” (2 Corinthians 11:5, 12:11) and “false apostles” (2 Corinthians 11:13). These traveling missionaries have come to Corinth after Paul left. Now, impressed by these new apostles’ credentials, the Corinthians may be asking about Paul’s credentials. Earlier in the letter, Paul tells the Corinthians that he and Timothy do not need letters of recommendation since the Corinthians themselves are a letter recommending Paul’s ministry.

 “3Are we beginning to commend ourselves again? Surely, we do not need, as some do, letters of recommendation to you or from you, do we? 2You yourselves are our letter, written on our* hearts, to be known and read by all; 3and you show that you are a letter of Christ, prepared by us, written not with ink but with the Spirit of the living God, not on tablets of stone but on tablets of human hearts.”(2 Cor. 3:1-3)

Members and friends of Trinity Lutheran, you are our letters of recommendation to the community of the Treasure Valley. You are letters of Jesus’ agape. Your very human hearts are filled with the love of Jesus.

Peace,

Pastor Meggan

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Old Text – Still Relevant

Pastor’s Column for February 2020 Epistle

Dear Friends in Christ,

I said, in my sermon January 19, that I have never before so appreciated the readings from First Corinthians during the Season after Epiphany as I have this year. I want to unpack that a little in my February column. First Corinthians is a letter written by Paul to the Church in Corinth, a church he founded that needs help. First Corinthians offers a window on a congregation and preacher trying to sort out the real-life implications of the gospel. Does that sound familiar? It should, because that is the work we go about day in and day out at Trinity Lutheran in Nampa, Idaho. Like those early Christians, we ask questions like, how should Christians live in a culture at odds with their confession of faith? What commitments and practices enable Christians to honor one another (and their neighbors) in the midst of differences of opinion? The letter explores themes of Christian unity, ethics, and hope. Those are themes we wrestle with today. Yes, there are parts of Paul’s letters that are certainly specific to his context, but it is remarkable how relevant his words still are today. I told our new member inquiry class, as we set out to read parts of the Augsburg Confession, that I believe that 500-year-old document penned by Martin Luther’s friend Philip Melanchthon is still incredibly relevant as well. I am thankful for all of the new writers and thinkers I encounter in a year as your pastor, people whose contexts are similar to my own, but I also give thanks for old and ancient writings which connect us to the saints who have died. Please join me in reading and studying First Corinthians. Themes like the Body of Christ, Christian community, former life contrasted with the new, love, the resurrection, and spiritual gifts are part of your individual lives as followers of Jesus and part of our life as the congregation that is Trinity Lutheran, Nampa.

Peace,

Pastor Meggan

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Trinity New Hope Stories – Four

Trinity New Hope stories for 2019 Avenues for Hope

Written by Trinity New Hope Property Manager Tami Romine

Family 4 (also featured in 2018)

Finally, the last family was a single mom with five children: One teenage boy and all others under the age of 8.

The mom had always been required by her husband to stay home and take care of the children, not allowed to work outside the home. Additionally, he never put her name on any mortgage contract or anything else to allow her to build any type of good credit. Conversely though, the credit that was connected to her was the bad credit choices he made by putting the utilities in her name and not making the payments. On top of all of this, she was a victim of domestic violence. Besides the oppression, the abuse was significant. In this case though, she had been homeless for a year and had been trying to break away from him for four years. But he had been tying her hands on everything in legal battles. Even her ability to work was and is affected because she had crazy restrictions from a judge that prevented her from being away from the children longer than two hours at any given time, on any day of the week, unless they were in his care.

Finally, CATCH activated her on their waiting list and called us. CATCH got her started. Even though she is STILL plagued by insane restrictions with her divorce and custody battle, she has been doing well in the last 9 months she has been with us. She says she has not felt this safe in a very long time. She still has a long way to go on her journey, but there is no doubt she will get there.

This family is doing very well. The single mom has finally been able to seek employment outside of the home and has a full-time job. She is proud of and grateful for who she works for and that they seem to really like and appreciate her. She volunteers for every extra opportunity for more hours and has been promised the chance to move up in the company in the future if she continues to be an exemplary employee.

With this new income, she has been consistently able to pay her monthly rent and keep a roof over their heads. Even more important, she is happy. That has been something she has not known (according to what she has shared) in a very long time. We expect good things from this family. They have come a very long way since the day they moved in.

 

 

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Trinity New Hope Stories – Three

Trinity New Hope stories for 2019 Avenues for Hope

Written by Trinity New Hope Property Manager Tami Romine

Family 3 (also featured in 2018)

This family came to us in late 2015. They were a homeless family of seven made up of Mom, Dad, and five teenage girls. Everyone was living in two different vehicles. Four of the five children had disabilities and required a significant amount of assistance that was, and still is, quite costly. Mom literally had to stay home to take care of the family. Therefore, they were a one income home. The father had many challenges, because of the medical needs of his family, in trying to manage all of the expenses. Consequently, they lost their home two years prior. Yes, they had been homeless for two years prior to coming to Trinity New Hope!

As a result of losing their home, the stability of having a home did not help his ability to maintain a job. At the time we met them, the father was working every temp to hire job he could get. But it was never enough to get started on getting into a home. That is where CATCH came in. Finally, someone was willing to help them get into a home. They just needed a housing provider to be a bit more flexible with their criteria and give them a chance. So, CATCH called us.

Three years ago, we started out with this family who was very broken, lacked confidence, and always lived in constant fear of losing their home. The heart was there, but that fear made communication difficult for them. It also made it very difficult for housing providers to qualify them. However, as the property manager, I had a significant amount of experience working with individuals and families in a fragile state and I was willing to help them. What I saw from the father was a sincere heart and willingness to do what it took to make sure his family was in a safe place. I also saw someone who had heard “no” so many times, that he did not feel worthy of anything or anyone. My goal, was to change that.

Now, after three years, the father has finally been given a full-time job that he has held for quite a long time now. He is trusted with a company truck because he lives in Canyon County and works in Boise. The eldest daughter is going to CWI; the second eldest daughter got married and has a home with her new husband; the mom has confidence in spades now and she partners with the property manager in doing whatever is required to maintain their housing. The girls have all learned, with some extra coaching from the property manager, how to help their mom keep their rooms clean, keep the laundry up, cook, and clean. These were all skills that they lacked because they had not had anything to take care of before. Ultimately, every month, every year, the family shows great progress and pride in what they have achieved. They have been able to consistently pay their rent and other bills, follow through with all of the annual paperwork for housing, and even buy a new-to-them 2010 car for her. She’s never had a car of her own and she is so proud of it.

This family still has more goals they would like to accomplish and I am confident, that they will.

We are now past year number four with this family and they are still going strong. They have become even more stable with less and less late rent notices, have truly made progress in the goals they set for themselves. The goals have included improved self-care and care for the home. Significantly reduced late rent payments and much improved communication with Trinity New Hope and others. They have long-term goals of owning a home someday, but right now they are just making sure the other adult daughter gets through college at CWI and the other two daughters at home, graduated from high school. This family is very grateful for the affordable housing program we offer and always take any opportunity to let me know that they appreciate the chance we have given them.

 

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